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10 December 2010 @ 10:39 pm
Quick Rambling  
I finished watching tonight's episode of Supernatural and I've just got to say that I'm an emotional wreck!

I'm too torn to go into much detail right now, but that ending just about did me in. I wasn't really expecting Sam to actually get his soul back yet, so it was quite a surprise that it happened. On one hand I am ecstatic that we get our Sammy back, but on the other, I was so broken up watching him beg Death & Dean not to go through with it! It tore my heart out, because the last thing I want is for Sam to suffer any more than he has already. :( I was hoping that Death would be able to deliver his soul back, all healed, but this wall business won't last forever, and I'm terrified to even think about what will happen to him when that barrier starts to crumble. *cries*

I realize I'm talking about a fictional character like he's a real person, but my heart and soul is so invested in Sammy. I just want him to be whole and at peace again with himself and those around him.

What did you guys think of the episode?

Emily.  Just Emily.: SPN - Married Mandarth_firefly on December 11th, 2010 03:50 am (UTC)
I'm torn... it was a heartbreaker, to be certain. Death mentioned to Sam to 'not pick' at the wall..

...so now there's going to be a proverbial Pandora's Box in Sam's head. The question is - will Sam get memories of Robo!Sam and remember what the smeg is going on or is Dean going to have to bring him up to speed?

I can see it now:

"You promised me Dean. You promised you wouldn't try and bring me back."


Other question - what was in the letter for Ben?
Kristin: Jared » Comic Con '09kristypadalecki on December 11th, 2010 04:39 am (UTC)
It was a total heartbreaker!

All of these questions, how can they leave us hanging?!

You're right, I wonder what the letter said. :/
kajmerekajmere on December 11th, 2010 04:12 am (UTC)
so it was quite a surprise that it happened
i was hoping and praying it would be soon. didn't know it would be tonights ep though. i just really didn't want it to be the end of the season you know.

Sam Begging Dean.. omg. my heart was breaking in to a thousand pieces.

I realize I'm talking about a fictional character like he's a real person, but my heart and soul is so invested in Sammy. I just want him to be whole and at peace again with himself and those around him.
I am so with you on this sweetie. its ok! *hugsssssss* Sammy will be ok. he has to be right?!
Kristin: Spn (3x08) » Sammy X-maskristypadalecki on December 11th, 2010 04:41 am (UTC)
I was hoping for Sam to get his soul back too, but I never thought it would be so soon. Now I'm feeling bad about wanting it so much. I don't want Sam to suffer any longer. :(

I'm glad I'm not the only one! We Sam!girls have to stick together. :D
jessm78: Supernatural: Sam in BDBRjessm78 on December 11th, 2010 04:52 am (UTC)
This episode really put us through an emotional wringer, didn't it?

It's funny, because for a while I wasn't expecting Sam to get his soul back either. But then after I read that interview with Sera, and especially after reading the TV Guide article, I started thinking "I wonder if they would try to get it back in him at the very end, but we'll be left wondering about the aftermath during the hellatus?"

It really did break my heart seeing him beg Dean and Death not to do it. I really don't think they'll just have it back behind the wall and totally forget about it. I'm sure it'll be addressed, but I hope it's only in the form of tiny things here and there... not a full-blown suffering type of thing. You know what I mean? If it ends up affecting him like it did Dean in season 4, it wouldn't bother me as much. I think it would be a mistake if they were to just forget about the whole thing, seeing as how they spent nearly half a season building this up.

But like you I really don't want to see Sam suffer. He's an amazing character that we've grown to love. I think he'll be alright. I really have faith. :)
Kristin: Spn (3x03) » “I Lost My Shoe”kristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:10 pm (UTC)
Yeah, I didn't really know what to expect. I just figured they'd make us wait a bit longer for Sammy to get his soul back. I'm really praying that even if the wall breaks down, someone or something will be able to restore his soul so he won't have to suffer too terribly!

I'm trying to keep the faith as well, but this waiting is going to finish me! *hugs back*
savedean: sam chargersavedean on December 11th, 2010 07:39 am (UTC)
This episode killed. When Death said he'd get it, I didn't expect him to just HAVE IT right there and then. I was in too much shock of him actually getting it right there - maybe that's why it didn't hit me that hard. I was just so damn surprised. I really need to type up my thoughts on this. Sam begging was the worst, oh man </3
Kristin: Spn (s1 Promo) » Sam ²kristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:12 pm (UTC)
Yes, this episode was definitely a killer. They kept us guessing the whole time, that's for sure. I had been wanting Sam to get his soul back SO badly, but when it finally happened it made me worry more than anything. Can't it be 1/28/11 yet?
ckllckll on December 11th, 2010 08:17 am (UTC)
I'm trying to be optimist about Sam's soul not to be harmed...much.
Kristin: Merlin » Arthur/Merlinkristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:13 pm (UTC)
I know, me too. It's just hard!
wickedgrdn on December 11th, 2010 10:51 am (UTC)
I couldn't agree with you more, like there's more to this and it isn't good at all. I mean, Sam must have some kind of inkling as to how bad it could be if he had his soul back or he wouldn't have been trying so hard not to get it back. I wanted him to have his soul back, but the whole wall thing doesn't sound very encouraging. And you just know it's going to break. ): Oh Sammy.
Kristin: Spn (1x03) » Sam/Deankristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:15 pm (UTC)
I agree, that's why I'm so worried for him! God, this hellatus is going to kill me.
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Kristin: Spn (1x14) » “Brothers”kristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:16 pm (UTC)
It was truly an amazing episode!
♥ sam ♥: festive pugpleasant_valley on December 11th, 2010 01:29 pm (UTC)
I haven't seen it yet but I've heard it was pretty amazing.
Kristin: Jared » with Harley/Sadiekristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:22 pm (UTC)
I think you'll enjoy it, hon.
tinkabell007: sam - brokentinkabell007 on December 11th, 2010 04:12 pm (UTC)
I am so... soooooo scared about this wall thing. I mean, when does something like this ever go right and smooth??
At first there'll probably be nightmares and memories slipping through... and Sam will be in pain! :-/ Before something majorly bad will happen to the wall :-(
And I'm not sure if I can handle that! Sam has been through so much... he just doesn't deserve even more pain and suffering :-((
Kristin: Spn (3x04) » Samkristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:25 pm (UTC)
I know, me too! The only thing I'm hoping for now is that if things do go terribly wrong, that someone/something will be able to restore his soul once and foreall, so he can be completely whole again. ♥
Kros_21kros_21 on December 11th, 2010 06:18 pm (UTC)
I'm super torn too hun and for now I don't know what to think. I understand Dean for wanting his Sam back (this Sam was out of control anyway) and I want the old Sam back too but Sam had a point for not wanting his soul back and honestly I don't think things are gonna stay alright for long with that wall. :/

All I can say is that I hope at least in a hug in the next episode when Sam will be evetually back being a puppy. XD LOL
Kristin: J² » b/wkristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:28 pm (UTC)
Ugh, this is going to finish me! All I'm hoping for now is that someone/something can help restore Sam's soul so he can be at peace and happy.

I would love nothing more than for the two of them to hug in the next episode!
anastdean: picDean anastdean on December 11th, 2010 06:25 pm (UTC)
Now what do we do right? Hellatus sucks out loud:((
Kristin: Spn (3x07) » Sad!Samkristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:28 pm (UTC)
I KNOW! I'm already going crazy. :(
Watson: Sam Winchester: Confuzzledwunderstruck on December 12th, 2010 06:05 am (UTC)
I'm glad Sam got his soul back too! Hopefully we can get back to a more normal Sam. I never disliked Sam, but he did get a bit annoying when he was being mean/rude to people.

I'm ready to see how this plays out for the rest of the season!
Kristin: Spn (1x16) » “Puppy Dog Eyes”kristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:31 pm (UTC)
All I want is to get back to normal Sam and for the brothers to heal their relationship. I am worried for him though...
Onishi: angeralchemyfreak123 on December 12th, 2010 10:46 am (UTC)
Oh Crud!
I haven't watched this ep cause I promised myself no more Supernatural till after my finals, but now I have to watch!! >__
Kristin: J² » On-Setkristypadalecki on December 12th, 2010 06:32 pm (UTC)
It's hard to resist watching, isn't it? :)
sane_psycho02: Ralphie slidesane_psycho02 on December 13th, 2010 08:58 am (UTC)
As usual, I'm behind, so I haven't watched it yet. But MAN, it sounds so heart-wrenching! I too want Sammy to be whole, at peace, and most of all, HIMSELF again!!

And hey, don't think twice about talking about him like a real person! Jared and Jensen really make these characters come alive, and I think that they'd take it as a great compliment that we talk about Sam and Dean as if they were real people! :)
Kristin: Spn » “Sammy is My Favorite”kristypadalecki on December 13th, 2010 07:43 pm (UTC)
It is quite heart-wrenching, indeed!

Thanks, I'm so glad you understand where I'm coming from. I'd like to think Jared would take it as a compliment that I'm so invested in Sam. ^^
Kellie: SPN - Sam||Luciferkelzies on December 13th, 2010 10:17 pm (UTC)
FFFF HOW CAN THEY LEAVE US HANGING LIKE THIS? Wasn't expecting Sam to get his soul back yet either. Glad he has, but meep at there only being a wall to keep the memories from Hell out :\
Kristin: Spn (3x07) » Sad!Samkristypadalecki on December 14th, 2010 12:17 am (UTC)
I know, it's killing me! I'm so scared for our dear Sammy. *hugs him tight*